BIG

Just for today, I will allow myslef to be a little more emotional than usual.
Just for today, I get the pity party.
Just for today, I will hug them tighter.
Just for today, I will hold them longer.
Just for today, I race down memory lane.

Today all three of loves of my life will tip toe off to school together.

Yes, the gruesome twosome will have little Pudgie man in tow.

Little Pudgie man will finally walk the halls that he has been begging to visit...for three years.
Little Pudgie man will get a buddy, that is not his sister or brother.
Little Pudgie man will have to rely on someone else for help, besides Mom now.
Little Pudgie man will make a lot of new friends.
Little Pudgie man will play on the cool playground.
Little Pudgie man will learn about lunch lines and rules and the joy that is learning.
Little Pudgie man will take some big strides towards independence, without Mom.

And today, I think I just may lose it a little bit.

Pudgie's ability to grace this family was nothing short of the 2nd miracle in my life and now, I don't get to chose to be away from him anymore.

Normally, I consider myself to be a pretty tough chick.... on that note....I am giving myself two days to catch my breath. After that I will have a hard time expalining why I have turned to mush..........................

(.... sniffle

I can get through this day.........................................